on a very hot day, at unfortunately not airconditioned cafe with a friend.
i was so exhausted because i had surgery a week ago and still bleeding; emotionally worn out too because the surgery was due to miscarriage. yes, i was pregnant for 10 weeks after painful ivf x 10.
but when i came home, i was little happier. a quality time with friends is what i needed, not time to grieve alone.
this is a example of many many support i had after my bad news.
i got emails, calls, txts or other means, and met in person too.
i know it is quite difficult thing to comment and understand it might be hard to even say a word. but all the word i got comforted me and made me happier.
Huge huge loss but now appreciate more for what i’ve got.
since i had symptom of endometriosis, i can’t help but notice how friends and family are important to me and how much they have supported me when i needed the most.
because my symptom is terrible and had experienced so many things including this miscarriage, i now wonder if i can give back enough.
i just have to try my best to be a better me so i can do a little help to make my important people smile someday.
i wrote this sometime ago and forgot to post it ;P